.

loving him is a challenge to me.

why?

because, he is different.

he different from other guy.

for me, he is special. special in his way.
i should have more interpretation to understand him.

i should know and understand what he want.

what he want to be.

understanding a literarry needs a logical thoughts.

this day, i wanna give him a space. a space to him to achive his dreams.

no, not just him. i have a dream too.

now, i wanna love him, but i wanna study, too.

studying and loving

i want both.

i wanna be successful person in the future.

i wanna have my dreams.

i will have all i want.

i will be a good person.

no, not just me,

but,

us. 


love,

me.