When A Word Become A Bullet....

When a word become a bullet.. you have got to be careful to point it out...so that it won't hurt someone.

It's definitely true if you don't have something good to say, remain it silent.

I'm sorry for being careless and mindless.

This is a story about a person whom his name have been living in my heart since the time we decided to spend our life together or maybe when the first day I met him, when the first day his words made me smile, I can't even remember. In that day, I didn't know that he's gonna be this important to me.
To be honest, I like to be around him. How to say it? I really love him. He's nice. He always keep me smiling. He always reminds me of God. He teaches me about the good and bad. He teaches me about the ups and downs in life. He teaches me about how to be a good person. I want to be that kind of person.



To me, he's my love, my brother, my best friend, my family, my moodboster he's home. Thank God, Thank you.

He says that he loves me.
And I do love him.

Sometimes, he makes jokes that broke my heart a bit. But I know, actually in the reality, he will not going to make it. He will not break my heart. Because... I trust him, though he never makes promises. He never makes me disappointed. And he always does. He always makes efforts in order to not makes me disappointed. He always watches his words, and his habit. He never meant to make me disappointed. If I feel disappointed, maybe it's because my fault for being a very sensitive person.


I just wanna say I'm so sorry. Sorry for being such a troublesome as I often ask for help to you. I'm sorry for my bad habit that always be the problem of every disputes. I'm sorry that I always make a mess. I always careless. I always make you confused. Or mad. Maybe sometimes bored. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that sometimes I might not appreciate your efforts.

Even though I realise that sometimes I make you depressed, my selfishness always bring me to your gravity.

It's because I'm happy with you. Thank you for keeping me. Thank you for everything. You're the best. I love you.

O Allah, please save him too. As You always keep my family safe as well.

Aamiin.