How's life 2019?

Hi... Hi dear self. Lovable self.

It's nearly to the end of the year.
How are you today? Long time no talk. Is everything good?
How about your goals for this year? are they all achieved or not yet?
How about taking a postgraduate school?
How about finding a scholarship?
Or prolly finding a new job?
You said you want to just have 2 years of working, after that you'll go for study abroad.
And, oh... about traveling abroad. Have u done that?
Also the most important thing that you said you need to do this year is being a better person than before.
Do you feel better now? Do you talk less now? Do you work on the things you love now?

Those are all the question that I should've answer with "Yes. Of course. I am, I have, I do." 

Yet, the reality isn't as I expected. It's hard. It's not easy as I thought It was. I need more support and stuff that can help me to get all of that.

Dear self, don't be too hard for yourself.
Probably this is not the time, probably you have to wait a lil bit more to get there.

Don't worry. You've come this far. And you still alive, you still breathe, you still smile,

This life perhaps will surprise you in unexpected times. God knows.
Even though it's not easy, I hope you won't give up.

Everyone get their own time.

You'll get what you want in the right time.

Cheers! Thank you for always be here and not feeling exhausted.

Look forward and always on the right path, I'll see you there.